I can also use posts about relapse to try to talk myself into drinking. I often skip those posts too now. I'm amazed at what I can tell myself about alcohol and what I can start to buy into.
Thankfully, alcohol has greatly lost its hold on me in the last week or two. I have a fairly adverse reaction to the thought of it now. (day 38)
Congrats on Day 13!!! Probably day 14 by the time you read this!!!