My questions are.
1. I have no sex drive none whatsoever, why is this?
2. I have no emotions nothing phases me, nothing bothers me, not even my family dying or a friend and it scares me that I have no emotions...
3. I cant sleep I have not slept in years its so hard to fall asleep I cant remember sleeping one good night.
4. And lastly could I ever be the same?
#1 Probably because of all the alcohol and drugs you are putting into your body.
#2 Probably because of all the alcohol and drugs you are putting into your body.
#3 Probably because of all the alcohol and drugs you are putting into your body.
#4 Do you want your life to be different? If you do, I think you already know what you need to do. You have been given some good advice on this thread.
I, too, am afraid for you. I am afraid that given the path you are on that you are going to overdose and die. Worse yet, you could overdose and live -- as a vegetable in a nursing home. So what do you want to do? What are you going to do?
Susan Lauren