Jason, I can honestly say that I had sex perhape maybe a dozen times. This was during a 2 year span with my husband whom I sleep next to nude everynight. My sex drive was none. Nothing phased me or provoked me. I was very numb will I was using. I know this might sound foolish but I ask you step one. Are you powerless to your DOC and has your life become unmanageable? How long can you continue to exsist as you are?