Hi Jason, Thought i would say something that might help with my exsperience... I'm kind of the same way about emotions. I never understood what to feel when my dad past away when i was 12 yrs old. At that time growing up in the 80's it wasn't hard for me to find the party friends, my family was drinkers too. Threw all my exsperiences with one bad thing after another I had alchol and weed to hide my emotions. I was also hiding a secret i had with a childhood friend. I guess what i'm coming to is that I lost the human emotions I should of learnt as a child by hiding myself from the world. For me at 36 I still gotta learn who I'am all over again. How to be happy with what i have to work with. Maybe you over worked yourself and didn't get a chance to enjoy the simpler things growing up. Got envolved with the wrong crowd...What everyone tells me which i'm sure you've heard is take it slow and think before you act. Hope this helps...Take care.
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