They no all about it and I have been to rehab twice and doctor after doctor. I'm diagnosed with post dramatic stress and a bunch of other things they all relate to drug usage. Im currently drinking a half pint of tequila 20 perk tens and 5 totem polls a night just to sleep. I would say im depressed if for the fact I felt anything. And the doctors tell me they cant help me until I help myself but I feel like I am helping myself. My parents know what I am on but like I said in all honesty the perks and xanaxs is really a huge step for me being clean. Even my parents agree I am prescribed 120 perk tens a month for my shoulder and 60 xanax bars for anxiety however they only last 2 weeks at most. I have been to rehab I have wanted to quit but the only thing that keeps me sane it the pills and believe me I wanna live a normal life but I cant I have tried. I can sleep with the pills I cant without them. And thank you but does anyone know about my first three questions?