(((Lizzaayy))) - I picked THREE A's...spent over 20 with the first, so I was a very slow learner. You're way ahead of me.
(((OTL's))) suggestion of therapy isn't a bad idea, as it deals with WHY we pick these men. However, I've learned a LOT from SR, and you are doing that and meetings, so you're ahead of me again, as I depend on SR
However, I do want to get therapy, whenever I can afford it.
Keep on taking care of you and Jonah. I think that "mama bear" instinct to protect your child, at all costs, will be a good thing.
Hugs and prayers,
Amy