I feel worse instead of better
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Its not about you.
I would strongly suggested a sponsor whom has experience of working all the steps direct from the book.
and there are some great pointers in the step guides at the top of this page.
i worked closely with my sponsor when making amends......it took much consideration and prayer......
i have had many doors slammed in my face......i was a whirlwind.....im surprised that some didnt..lol.