I'm sorry to admit that I couldn't handle the peer pressure of my business dinner last night. I was out with the CEO and CFO (my bosses). We've had a huge problem in our business for the last two months and it's coming to a head. They wanted to let off some steam and we each had 2 glasses of wine. It seemed like SUCH a big deal to them that I was not drinking!... I came up with every excuse I could think of but in the end I was weak and caved in...mostly to deflect all the attention I was getting because of this stupid issue! Of course this morning I have a headache. I'm just so sick of these headaches.
I'm learning much.
I am starting over with Day 1 and now I suppose I'm in the October group.
Bless you all and I'm very proud of all who have stayed sober....and those that continue to try.