A newbie at recovery, my second attempt at quitting and have yet to make 30 days. My one relapse was an eye opener in that I caved in so easy. One minute I was sober, and in the next I had listened to the voice inside that said drink. I have been most vigilant during this period of recovery, but I fight the urge to drink every day. Some days (or very early mornings like now) it seem inevitable that I will drink again; so I just try to make it past that moment. So far so good. And good luck to you!