This my third day as well. Normally I would have Monday and Tuesday off for drinking(so that I would appear normal and to recoup.Thursday another recoup day, them it starts all over again on Friday night thru Sunday )
And this would be my drinking night, so I think this is going to be difficult tonight . I'm going to have to keep busy ( guess i can fly my RC helicopter sober and not destroy it by doing something stupid;cause thats what vodka does) or something, the meeting I plan on going to is on Fridays and am going to Be busy(meeting long lost family 1/2 sister great motivation for staying sober). I feel like I'm never going to have fun again.but just writing what I wrote helps. Tm
