Thanks guys. I got my strength back. I asked to see him later tonight. Hope I don't chicken out. I'll just reread this thread over and over again.
You don't have to see him to break up.
I think some relationships merit a heartfelt talk when it's time for a break-up. You know, when you sit down with the person and hold hands and say, "It's not me, it's you."
But this guy doesn't deserve that. A brief, breezy phone call with a "No, let's not see each other anymore. Okay, take care."
Then no contact. And change the locks on your apartment!
Good luck.