Maki
This:
I could have seriously injured myself
...this:
but what I see now is the
low low self esteem I have, and the drinking I use to cover it up.
..and this:
I have alot to lose if I keep drinking.
....I can relate,because that was me too...
...and for me too, it finally lead to the realization:
It hasn't to stay this way. It's possible for you to recover and be happy and healthy again. Hugs, LS