Hi Anu Raven
I'm sorry you posted in a slow period...
I wish you the very best...It can be scary when you're not sure what might happen and all sorts of ideas go through your head. Try to stay calm...I hope you'll come back when you find out the results
I live with brain injury and brain abnormalities all the time as I have cerebral palsy & have other issues related to my years of drinking - and I'm not the only one here with similar issues.
You'll find a lot of support here - you can deal with this without resorting to old behaviours
Welcome aboard!
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