Welcome back. Thankfully you're still alive, and have a chance at recovery. I know spending time in jail helped me turn my act around. I didn't get sober right out of jail, but was a turning point for me. Things never got as bad as they were prior to me going to jail. Maybe doing some time will help you reflect on your past, and give you a chance to think about what you're going to do in the future. My life isn't perfect, but it was a lot better than it was. All I can say, is good luck to you. Staying sober isn't easy, but is doable. Hopefully things turn around for you!