Hi Sally, I am so sorry about your loss, thank GOD every day for giving you a wonderful man, I know I battle daily with mine due to this A and wish I could say he loved me that much! Wonderful news on your Day 1 some people I know battle for months just to get a Day 1, so now we can see, yes, you have that spark to live and HP wants you to be happy and live your life to the fullest, get out and help others, even if you just encourage others, you willl in turn encourage and help yourself! I'll keep praying for you and your family, your kids need you, Be strong! (((((hugs)))))