Originally Posted by
redstuff 
I see no reason why I shouldn't such as during vacations so maybe I should give it a try just to see what happens.
Maybe you should then. Seems like a gamble, you might lose some people who you care about and who care about you... but if that's what it gonna take... And maybe, you can control it. Good for you if you can, then you won't have to mess around with all this recovery stuff... it ain't easy.
But if you find you cannot control it, or if you don't enjoy it when you do... We are always here... AA will always be there if you choose to go...
Good luck with that, seriously, I mean it... maybe you'll be happily surprised!
Mark