Oh I can remember that struggle. Buy it, don't buy it. It's awful. I've gone home with the bottle of wine and felt nothing but miserable that I failed once again. So for the first month of recovery I stayed as far away from alcohol as I could. That included stores, parties, and anywhere alcohol was served.
IMO I would try not to torture myself with the temptation this early in your recovery.
Good for you walking away!!
