I already put in a call to my therapist earlier, just in case she checks her voicemails, but I told her that I think I need a whole week of therapy this week to get thru this, and I think they will try to accomodate me. I was fine earlier, now I am shaky and reality is setting in. I need to get passed this and quick, the girls need me, I need me, but I'm still having difficulty right now ... crying and crying ... but then again, my one therapist said crying is very theraputic, so I'm hoping ....