Thank you Dee & Soph
Venting did help+ the scream in the back yard
Main thing first is to stay ont he sober path not let another person affect my sobriety then to deal with the real issues ! last time I started drinking again I can now remeber what set me off!! it is not going to happen this time
thanks Ill keep reading all the posts it is such a help when you feel you are all alone thank you to all SR peeps