hi Im new to this site and recovery wanted to say hello and just share with someone that this is so hard to get off of heroin and I just can't take the life of doing it anymore it is to the point now that i am wishing that the bags will take me out that i feel completely hopeless to do anything about it at times it feels like this was what i'm supposed to be a junkie and that is my purpose i don't know what else to do all i know is that i keep coming and hope that i get what everyone else has