Lildawg - you're worth it! I know that feeling of despair/what do I have to look forward to/ but it never lasts too long...there are too many others who need you and love you!
A woman in one of my AA meetings said once, "wait for the miracle, because it will happen." And she is one of the most serene, happy and calm people. She said she used to be an anxious mess. I cannot believe it but I do.
TGIF!!!
Soph :-)