Originally Posted by
NEOMARXIST
I love it when I am in 'mad-one' and just buzzing with laughter cracking jokes and coming up with comedy. I love it when I can lose myself in my music and guitar and just smile and feel the natural buzz, without getting sad that i can't change my state of mind to increase the high or state of mind.
This is EXACTLY how I feel - even making up jokes in my own head if noones around to listen to them! I only try to convince myself im bipolar when im in depressive mode, but im getting better at exercising my way out of that. Im a hypochondriac too
And TexasNative, I find these moods are most often in the mornings too