. I walked into the freak room to see him on his knees.
I cannot even imagine going through that CO.
Steve, I'd try to find a way to turn that pity, worry etc. into anger for a bit to propel yourself OUT of this situation. Do you ever look @ it like she USED you for shelter, food, money etc all this while? If she wasn't turning tricks in your house how did she get the $ to fund her habit? I agree with Suki. It's HER choice. It's not as bad as you may think it is if she's going back to it. She had every opportunity and she made a choice. It's your turn to make the choice to walk away. Go easy on yourself, this is still fresh, but you've gotta walk away.