So you all know that court went well. Point was made and it's over. Since then, he and I have been talking, spending time together etc; It's very bizarre. (but nice) He's doing well, still drinks but doesn't seem to overdo it and is working his butt off everyday............ I miss him. WHAT is my problem? I've been kinda seeing this other man casually but he just doesn't give me that spark like my ex does. I even saw his folks last Sat. night and his mom and I hugged and talked briefly. It was really great to see her. So much has happened, so much said but in the end, I still love these people. I dare say I still have love for him..
Any advice from anybody out there? I don't want to mess up his recovery and I also can't forget what happened. It still hurts me when I think about it and I've told him so. Am I addicted to the addict or was I really in love? I'm 41 damn years old and still can't figure this sh&% out.
Kim