I think my mothers losing her mind!
she went to the doctor to try and stop drinking so he gave her god knows how many sedatives last week.
she is supposed to go back to see him this week and also supposed to make an appointment to see a therapist.
my aunt also is trying to get her to an AA meeting.
everything was going to plan until I caught her drinking tonight.
I asked her about it and she totally freaked out , claiming she wasn't drinking.
she went into a rant, insulting me, putting me down, making me hate her even more.
she's turned into such a nasty women, she keeps comparing me to her, like making me look like such a bad person so that in her own mind she can somehow justify her drinking.
I get all her hate and anger.
sometimes I like when she's really ill, i feel like she deserves to suffer and i hope that it might actually make her stop drinking.
she may still go back to the doctor n to therapy n to AA.
but I think her mind-personality-brain might be already too damaged.