hi everybody can i join in?
day 2 again here for me.ive been a binge drinker since about 13.
2 years ago i went to a few aa meetings and stopped drinking i did fine for awhile but slowly my brain convinced me i didnt have a problem and i began again.
its been bubbling away for awhile now and i just refused to admit it but i knew deep down im an alcoholic and im in serious trouble.
breaking point came saturday night when we went to a birthday party and i drank so much i completely blacked out and got in to a physical and very violent fight with my boyfriend.
that has never happened before and he has had to calm me down many times in five years but he couldnt handle this time. i completely shocked myself and am disgusted and on sunday morning i admitted everything to him and went to an aa meeting that night.
im happy in away that it happened and it felt great to tell my bf everything even tho he had a feeling i was out of control already.
sorry for rambling im not very articulate and find it had to get everything out in a coherent way.