Here's the deal Bob. Gabe has taught me a lesson or two.
You hurt? You ask for help and share the burden.
You listen to advice, and you make a decision. You're obviously a highly intelligent man. When you arrived here, I believe it was because you had carried some burdens in a solitary fashion for too long. Therefore, the bottle and other drugs were slowly killing you. I so much remember those first few days Bob. Do you really want to go there again? Nope. I know you don't. But sometimes, we get to that place without even knowing we're heading there. Keep posting man.