I would love to just get away. But my house relies on my income, if not for him. Its for myself and my daughter. I can harldly get days off because we are short staffed. My days off usually consisted of me waking up and him leaving because it was his "day off" from the baby. I never get any time alone or a day off.
My days off are wednesdays and thursdays and everyone that would babysitt works those days.
Im just in a rut, routine, cycle, circle. I hardly ever have any money so even if I were to get away I couldnt spend any money and I dont have a working phone so I have lost contact with any friends I used to have.
I am rambling.