Originally Posted by
DrivingVacation So what happens if some of you do relapse?
I'm already guilty, as predicted.
I'm basing my future sobriety as an actuary for an insurance company would - I look at conditions in my life and I'm trying to build a forecast of when I will next fail (or in the insurance world, crash a car, have a house burn or flood, lose a limb or a life, etc.).
If I beat my expected sobriety time, SCORE!!! If not, reset the game and start playing - I'm playing against myself, no one else, for the best score ever. And just yesterday I admitted to needing help reading the instructions and playing the game in the first place.