It is hard to give 2 things up at once but in another day or 2 there will be no nicotine left in my system and I will be good to go.
I have a question - I have read SO many posts about people who fell off the wagon and are trying so hard to get back on again, this seems to happen for a long period. I am in the same boat, I quit all the time but this is the first time I have tried it here, ordered the big book, and plan on going to meetings. Does the fact that all of these people feel doomed to fall mean that it has to happen that way? I feel like "if they did it maybe I can too"...drink another time I mean. Is that just my mind telling me that it is okay to drink one more day and then try again tomorrow? I want to do that, but I don't want to at the same time cause here I am on day 6...yay...
I didn't ever think it was going to be this hard and sometimes I think that hubby thinks I am making this much more than it should be. Will anybody other than fellow recovery pals ever understand?
