Originally Posted by
julez 
sigh.. Damn.. This is really hard. My first month wasn't easy by any means, but now I'm all full of what nows???
Never again is a long time and hard to rationalize. Having those thoughts and fears is normal to be honest. The problem lies in thinking about how I can NEVER do something again... While you know it to be true, it's still daunting. One day at a time really is more than just a catchy phrase. It's a lifesaver.