I cannot fail.
I know hes using again.
That 2 week break was nice. Now we are slowly getting back to "the same ol"
Already leaving again. Same old friends again. Money missing again. More accusations. More lies. Less looking for jobs. Less eating. Less sleeping. Less weight. Less talking about his problem because now its going to be a secret agian that he is on drugs.
Like I said in my blog Im done when I get off of work tonight Im telling him.
Im done done done done.
He hurt me so many times I think I am kind of numb to it now I dont think it is going to hurt that much I am too raged.
(I am trying so hard to cover up the pain and tears inside because if I let them out, this plan will fail.)