Like my sponsor advised me.......plenty of thought needs to go into this step.
Looking for self- motivation.. and disregard for possible harms to others..
I spent lots of time in quiet prayer......
I still do sometimes..........because i still have a big one to make.
thus far it has not presented itself where all harm to her is eliminated.
I pray that one day that will be the case......but it isn't in my time is it..
i remember saying to my daughter........".baby how can i right that wrong"
"dad, i just want you to be a dad.......and try to be predictable".
[email protected] typing that rips me up....