I hope you come back to SR, longwayfromhome!
I didn't get the part where you were actively building a new life. It sounds errrr, hope I am not going to get on your case here....you were hoping for the geographic cure.?
Lots of us have tried it.
That is fantastic you went to a couple of meetings.
May I suggest.... a LOT more activity?
Maybe ditch the pot. Pot is anti-activity and puts most of us on the sofa in lala land in minutes. Good luck, hope you come back....