Thanks guys. Detox is a non option for me right now. I've got three kids and I'm working in my own company and so I am responsible for too much right this moment to take off. So I thought I'd come here and try to find a chat room or message board to help me out.
I find it interesting how emotional I'm getting about it. I can feel the tears just well up really fast. I'm not prone to self pity but when you get tears in your eyes and that lump in your throat I guess it tells me that I'm stuffing down a lot of emotional things.
I'm really hoping to find a support group here online I can use. Is that possible? Also aehmnm that is a fantastic transformation in your picture. I would love to pick your brain on that.
Thank you to everyone for helping me feel safe and cared for right now.