I was sober for a year and recently feel off the wagon.
My wife is pissed and we've been fighting a lot. Every time we do she still brings up things that happened 2 or 3 years ago.
You can't win. The pain of your drinking and your actions goes too deep I guess.
Hopefully, she will forgive eventually.
Bunge
1 Corinthians 13:5 "[Love] is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.