Thanks everyone. I thought I was past it, hadnt had one in a while. I think the thing that makes these strange is how vivid they can be. Lots of dreams i cant remember 30 minutes after waking up. These are still fresh in my mind. And, the thing I recall most were the thoughts of disbelief and desperation I had in the dream after realizing I drank/used again in the dream.
Phew-thank God for waking up sober though, that's all I can say.