Originally Posted by
bcboy 
Hey CC
I feel for you. Weed is such a little deception, with everyone around you telling you that its not addictive and no big deal etc etc...
Stay strong.
hey bcboy...ottawagirl here...
I know I mentioned this before, cc, but I think it bears repeating...
I smoked a ton in the sixties...no big deal
many years later when I began self-medicating for pain with weed I became addicted...my brain chemistry had changed...could not tolerate weed anymore...and I was so complacent about weed...but I could not understand why I couldn't just have a joint like a used to..
I had to realize, and accept, that I just couldn't leave it alone...I can leave booze alone, other drugs, no problem...
weed?...only control I have with weed is not picking up