CC...sorry to hear that....understand...recovered pot head myself...
what can you do
different this time?
I remember the last time...sitting on the edge of my bed with some weed in my hand...after years of smoking..had been off it a bit(found it on the street..)...I didn't want to fall back in...I just wanted a little bit....
I teetered there on the edge of that bed, my mind running back and forth, the addictive voice whispering; just a little one....nothing earth shattering here: smoke some more and stay lost or flush it down and get on some recovery...through the fog, I was clear about
one thing: how much I wanted to be sober...
I ran to the bathroom, heart pounding...
In the beginning, all I had was some willpower and a fierce desire to get my mind and life back and I hung on for dear life...
CC, I love that you keep coming back...you can do this
