just had a 2 week bender...
Were I would smoke at least four joints a day.
My nose is runny, my head filled with sawdust and feathers, it feels like someone is sticking needles in my brain. Coughin up stuff. I'm slow and don't have motivation or energy for anything.
This sucks. why do I keep torturing myself?
back to day one. Don't feel shame or digust or something tough, that's a good thing. I just want to get sober and healthy again.