Glad you're back, Stella! The anxiety is the worst (except maybe throwing up, which I didn't go through - grateful for that). Fortunately, the anxiousness was one of the first things to get better for me - it took 2-3 days. So hang in there. Think of this as the biggest challenge in your life - like training for a marathon. You can't do it alone, but you
can do it!
Keep posting.... especially when you're having a hard time. We're on your team!!