LOL I might just "accidentally" break it next time... "Mom!! what did you doooo???" She probably wouldn't even know if it were her who broke it.
Lucky for me, my husband doesn't drink. He drank maybe a few times since I've known him. He's so different. He doesn't drink, then months later he'll just be like "I feel like getting drunk tonight". and then nothing again for months later. It's incredible. I envy him for that.
He supports me all day long while he's at work. I come here and post, and I also text him. I get support from all the sides I need it from. If I don't get it from my mother, then so be it. It is what it is and that's fine with me. I know I can do this!