Hi LadyB,
Grtz on your decision, we are all here to encourage and share our experiences with you.
You are not the first to relapse and revisit the horror of having no control over alcohol.
I hope your meeting goes well and gives you the encouragement and strength that you need.
I recently started using the chat rooms when feeling down, lonely, bored or afraid, it is a great way of chatting the blues away, sharing jokes etc, and making some new friends.
Hope to see you there when you are ready.
Suzie x