No don't have a sponsor. haven't really even been going to meeting. prob been at least a month before this am. i've been saying I need to go but always find an excuse. I know I am walking such a fine line myself. I def plan on continuing to go daily again "by myself" I knew this would happen and am handling it fairly well. I am ready to continue this journey by myself and the right way.....It's funny how some of use think we can beat the program, or think we r special in some way...ha ha. Bottom line is I'm a drunk and only an arms length away from a drink at any moment. Thankfully I have some of the basics down to keep me from that at least for right now. Thanks for the input. It's nice to have this at my fingertips to read and continue with my journey