ok i'm sorry guys...
I've called the treatment center....its a half mesure but i'll take it.
i 'm sorry to disrupt your night...i'm just fcking scared...i've been tryng so long and i'm scared...
go on to bed..the last hing i need is to keep people awake... I'll go to bed in a little bit...bt you knwo...what if they won't take me in tretment.....what hapens after treatement...
I feel os hopeless