Originally Posted by
Freedom1990 
Although things are difficult for you at this time, please recognize and acknowledge yourself for the progress you have made in your recovery, okay?
I agree. Well said, Freedom.
You have done a great job of taking care of yourself and your children. Wrap your arms around yourself and give yourself a big hug. One more from us too!:ghug3
This anxiety you are having right now just sucks.
Would it be possible to seperate, temporarily, so that you can have some space to process your feelings? A chance to let you digest this latest event, and a chance for him to focus on his next step.
I know in my house the tension got very heavy. The A trying to put on the good partner mask and I sure didn't feel like pulling out pom poms and being his personal cheerleader.
Do you have a plan to expend some of your anger? Get it out om a healthy manner? I put on my walking shoes and go pound the pavement when I get angry. I have also been known to get in my car, turn up the stereo and scream, curse, yell and punch the passenger seat.
You can also vent here if needed. We're here.