Sorry to hear about the slip.
Nobody here is disappointed in you--it's the sort of thing alcoholics do.
Maybe it's not a real good idea to keep alcohol in the house. I know it doesn't stop anyone determined to drink, but it does keep it from being the first thing you reach for when you get ticked off or bored at home.
i know its not considered social drinking but i didn't know what else to call it.
Some people might call it insanity. That isn't me being judgmental, but does drinking yourself into a stupor at 8 am after 110 days sobriety sound reasonable?
I'm fairly new to the forum (though I've been sober for almost 2 years), so I don't know whether you've considered or tried AA. If you haven't tried it, I suggest that you do. Nothing to lose.
Hope you're feeling better soon, but that you don't forget how miserable you feel right now.