hey fellow texan. i love coming out of a situation where the urge it there and the drug is there and i dont' do it. i feel so 'normal'. but such a strong normal. i almost get a big head. i'm like i am here and loving it and by the way 'no thanks i am not using'. those situations make us so much stronger. and you are learning to enjoy all the things you didn't think you could enjoy iwthout the alcohol. and this is no small success my friend. every second, minute, hour is a HUGE step. glad to see you had a great time.
audra