Lu, thanks. You're a sweetheart.
He won't relapse on booze, and he won't see this married pig. Or so he says, but who knows what the truth is at this point. Of course I want to believe, but even if he did, he's single and can do what he likes. Knowing he may be hunting for other and not healing like he says he will, will just give me the strength to move on quicker
I'm looking forward to the old me, I forgot what the old me was like. I know I was really funny, had a lot of pep, made new friends, went out after work, went dancing. I did some great thing. My lack of these is no one's fault but mine. I need to find me again and this is my chance.
I have been there for him, but not always in the best ways. I take my licks, I cannot heal unless I take my share of the damage.
Yes, he cheated, he was sick to do that. But he needs now to live with his actions. His actions don't change me at all. It hurts like HELL, but I am guilt free.