I can't even function today. I've not eaten or slept.
My soul cannot process this pain. I look forward to the days where this pain doesn't have a grip on me anymore.
Peach, now is the time to treat yourself gently and with respect. Imagine this happened to your very best friend. You'd make sure she got rest, that she ate a healthy fun meal, perhaps treated herself to a bubble bath and some sappy love songs so she could cry out all that pain once and for all.
Take care of you. I taught myself to say the serenity prayer every single time I caught myself thinking about what he did or said or didn't say... I vowed to not let him rent ANY more space in my brain. That's how I got my power back - one day at a time, sometimes one hour at a time!